Today’s energy asks us to hold space for all parts of ourselves, not just the parts we like. We have to learn how to integrate our emotions and attributes in order to direct our reality. Mentally, we know we are amazing, but subconsciously we feel unworthy of amazing things. Both/And. Human. We feel divinely guided, inspired and abundantly blessed, yet also weary, battle-worn, alienated and forgotten.
You know how sometimes shit be so ridiculous that you look around for a camera because you think you MUST be being pranked? Yeah, this is like that. It isn’t a prank, but it is a test. Spirit is calling us ever toward maturity. We are aware our minds and bodies are powerful, but do we use our power to serve our highest good or feed our deepest fears? Or both? And, do we use our magic to focus on what IS, or call forth from the inner dimensions what will BE? Also, from all the choices in the universe with which to plan our future, will we continue to expect the same disappointments from our past, or construct our years from a clean slate and a joyful palette? Its up to us. Might be a little bit of this and a little bit of that.
The only way to move forward clearly is to embrace our dark and light sides, as well as our light and dark history. We have to make peace with ourselves. We have to accept it all. That’s the only way we can put down the burden of guilt and pain and insecurity that keeps us secretly expecting not to get what we want. Expectation is how we create. Nine times out of ten, what you think is going to happen is what happens. So in order to create new expectations, we have to move from duality into unity. We have to introduce the part of ourselves who is wounded, afraid, pessimistic and antisocial, to the part who is sweet, trusting, loving and innocent. They must come together in service of the whole. They both have jobs to do. Your selfish discernment is just as important as your wide eyed generosity. No more either/or, remember? You must weave both their paths into the same path.
This Cancer season is all about learning to balance BETWEEN the dark and the light, and reap the benefits of both without being partial to either. You must learn to utilize WHATEVER energy comes your way, in service of your highest vision.
Magic level: Alchemy.