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Stability for now, Aries. Enjoy it while it lasts. And because you’re peaceful for the moment, you’ve paused hashing and re-hashing the issue. You know the one. Its some shit you got to say and you might not be saying it right now, but trust and believe it's gon get said. Once the dam breaks, it looks like you’re going to have to give up something you’re not ready to give up just yet. Enjoy it for the moment but don’t delay the inevitable. What’s the phrase-- know when to get up from the table when love is no longer being served? It’s like that. You want a whole new table and a whole new meal, because there isn’t enough seasoning in the world to make you eat what doesn’t feed you.
Your advice this full moon is to let the endings come. Don’t look at the potential of the situation, see it for what it is. Acknowledge what it isn’t. Honor your pain and disappointment at the distance between the two.
And then wipe your tears because true friendship and joy await you beyond this fuckery.
Wait for it.
You’ve learned how to be your own calm in the midst of the storm, Taurus, but the strain of remaining unbothered was a tad too heavy, and perhaps you’ve used food, alcohol or other over-indulgences to share the load. And of course you can stop any time you want, but you get caught up thinking about the days when you didn’t have to compensate so hard just to cope, and the cycle begins again. You are torn up about either what you feel you owe somebody or what somebody owes you, and you feel so betrayed or so guilty -- or both-- that you literally can’t fucking stand it. Ultimately, throwing yourself into your work and focusing on being productive will help heal what ails you.
Your advice for this full moon is to look at things clearly, in the light. HERE and NOW. Not through the lens of history or from the comfort of cake and beer, but presently and soberly. If you look clearly, you’ll see you may have exaggerated the awfulness of it all. There is no boogeyman. No one is out to get you. Even if you have been hurt, know that you are a child of God and you are loved, protected and provided for. Because of YOUR confidence in YOUR journey, you can confidently keep YOUR intentions and actions pure enough to be scrutinized in the light of day. Make sure you have nothing to hide. On the flip side, know that if you DO have anything to hide, it will be revealed.
You will feel balanced and generous, triumphant and supported in your spirit again, it’s just going to take a little while. Be patient with yourself and others. Make a daily practice of letting go of the past, slowly and surely. Shed the skin of old unpleasantness one scale at a time.
You’re learning how to deal with your feelings in a constructive way, and that’s tricky. Your coping mechanisms give you the sensation that you are controlling your world, but even as you claim your authority, you doubt yourself, and/or you listen to those who doubt you. No matter-- whether the questions come from you, them or both, the sheer act of second-guessing yourself and/or being second guessed will force you to rely more heavily on your intuition. Win! Since trusting your intuition sometimes requires withdrawal, you may be subject to scrutiny or speculation. But what is else is new?
At the crux of the issue, you’re learning how to communicate your thoughts rather than drown them out with distractions. You asked for and received a new beginning, and you want to start over the right way. The advice to you this full moon is to be as creative as possible. Talk, write, cry, draw, fuck, express, expel. This is the time to USE your feelings -- not mute them, not subdue them -- USE them. Your emotions are the tools AND the treasure, Gem.
Let your pain propel you forward.
You went full stealth mode recently, Cancer, where you turned on your night vision and let your intuition lead the way. The people, places and things choosing to remain in the shadows didn’t realize you can see in the dark. As a result, you’re minding your business and tending to your coins, but there are some who miss your attention. Folks aren’t used to you being selfish with yourself. And truthfully, you aren’t either; you’re longing to reach out and nurture somebody. Except you’re feeling defensive like you can’t trust these mofo’s, which turns you back into a crabby patty and your hugs turn to pinches.
This full moon, step into the light even if it hurts your eyes. Speak up. Talk about your feelings. Put words to the things you do not say, and know your voice deserves to be heard. Your emotions matter. Your intuition is accurate. You can trust yourself. And if your nearest and dearest don’t validate the emotions that sent you to your dark place in the first place, don’t let their denial become YOUR denial, and don’t shut up about your experience, either. Make the decision to stand up for yourself always, even if it means standing alone. You have learned to love folks from a distance, although you hope not to have to.
All of this is teaching you to perceive your psychic sensitivity as a strength, not a liability.
In the recent past, you received an offer that, while optimistic and well meant, might just be that bullshit. Now it's put up or shut up time -- either you have to move forward, accept the offer, and uphold your end of the commitment, or you have to speak up and say, “I’m sorry, but I think this might be that bullshit.” The problem is, you’re not sure how to say what needs to be said. You’re focused on making things happen for you AND your family, and you don’t want to mess that up by saying something in your signature roar that rubs some sensitive child of God the wrong way.
Your advice this full moon is to rest and think on it a little bit longer. If you want the words to come out the right way, you have to figure out WHY you feel the way you feel. And answering that question might take awhile, because this is a situation too close to see clearly. You might be bound by ideas and feelings you’ve adopted as your own but are not your own. You might be being manipulated. So first you have to see where the bondage is coming from, and then free yourself, and then express YOURSELF, and not the self of whoever thinks they’re controlling you.
At the end of the day, you will make choices that benefit you and your nearest and dearest, that are wise and not rash, that utilize your resources and make sure you have resources to pass around. Be patient with yourself and the process.
Change like this doesn’t happen overnight.
You’re living in a time warp, Virgo, experiencing you as the old version of you, even as the new you lives and breathes. You can’t keep up with yourself. You’ve never changed this much, this fast, this often. All this new life also means tiny deaths, and you aren’t comfortable with that.
You’re trying to be stable, to stay out of the way of change, but change IS the way. Also you’re a mutable sign so…
You’re still looking for the playbook. Still trying to follow the rules. Still trying to do the “right” thing, as if the right thing is anything other than what you want to do when you want to do it. And I don’t say that to everyone, but you have spent so many years trying to be perfect that even if you stopped nagging yourself all the time, you’d still get everything done. Also, you cannot increase your self-worth or self-esteem by being perfect. Also, being perfect doesn’t make life less scary. It doesn’t make those little deaths go away. It doesn’t make the ground stop shifting beneath your feet as soon as you get a grip. Life wants to dance with you.
This full moon, your advice is to follow the thread of your thoughts and find their source. Are your ideas yours? Are your boundaries yours? Are your beliefs about your limitations your own, or were they given to you? Who told you that you had to be perfect to be loved? Who called you unworthy, or thought it at you, like a dagger in your mind? Follow the lie, find the liar.
Your worth is fundamental, and there is nothing you can do or not do to diminish it. Beware of those who stand to gain from your not recognizing the fullness of your power.
You did what you thought was the “right” thing, and it was supposed to make you happy. Except it only made you miserable. You accept that, and you’re trying to learn the lesson because you’re wise like that.
The reason I put “right” in quotations a second ago, is because you should consider that what you think is the “right” thing, is actually a conclusion drawn from ideas you think are yours but perhaps are not really yours.
This full moon asks you to go inside and really tune in to your own voice, and ask yourself some direct questions about the source of authority in your world. After your analysis, any structures in your life not built on YOUR foundation will promptly fall. What is rebuilt in the aftermath will be honest and true, and you will learn to value yourself and your choices.
Your world is new inside AND out, Scorpio -- and happy birthday!! -- but in some ways you mourn the life you used to have. You aren’t fully ready to rise up and walk gloriously into your new day. You need closure. You’re still thinking about things you could have / should have done, boundaries you should have drawn, clapbacks you should have clapped. And that’s good that you’re reviewing the tape because lessons come so that we learn them.
In fact, revisiting the situation is a healthy form of release, but make sure “release” is the operative word. Don’t get sidetracked focusing on the events that caused the issues; instead, use your emotions as tools for purging and rejuvenation in and of themselves. You need to move through this rough patch so you can get back to executing decisions without the mystical unicorn of repressed anger dropping rainbow turds on your life.
One way to get through it is to focus on the good. Nothing is ever all bad, no matter how it turns out in the end. This full moon, bless the parts that blessed you and learn from the rest. Things are moving along for you and you need to strike while the iron is hot, but you can’t slay today if yesterday is slaying you. To be a master creator you have to be a clear channel -- which means you gotta get all that old bullshit out of the way. Transmute it. Transform it. Fuck it. You know, Scorpio shit. The bridge between the past and the future is acceptance.
It is what it is.
It looks you recently had a conversation that got a little heated. The melee triggered an underlying wound and now you’re feeling defensive af. You want to be fair, but what really matters to you is moving away from this situation with your sanity intact, even if you have to leave things unsettled. Once you make the decision to do what’s required for your inner peace, you will be rewarded with transformations in your external reality that reflect your internal work.
This full moon, take some time away to enjoy your accomplishments. Focus on your business, your coin, your schooling, your health, your children, your art, yourself. Know that the roots you planted are generating mad fruit and YOU gon' eat good because you earned it. Now is the time to figure out what makes YOU happy.
Let your satisfaction be your priority.
For whatever reason, Capricorn -- maybe due to new friends and new reasons to celebrate -- your heart is full. Even so, as old pain comes up, you’re learning how to express it, so you don’t block your newfound happiness. Still, you’re cognizant of the fact that some things that happened that you haven’t yet made peace with. And you’re cognizant of the fact that you ain’t about to make peace with that shit no time soon.
This full moon, keep doing what you’re doing -- which is learning how to deal and how to heal. You’re beginning to understand you shouldn’t deny or ignore petty unpleasantness, but rather accept it as a fact of life and act accordingly. Ignorance is not the cause of bliss, vigilance is. You must monitor your emotional garden for weeds, otherwise they will grow up and choke the buds just beginning to bloom. Turns out the road to paradise is just a path free from bullshit.
You were given a glorious burst of inspiration, and the universe is waiting to see what you do with it. But it's driving you crazy because you’re over thinking what to do, and as a result you’re conflicted, and if you’re talking to people about it or seeking advice, they’re giving you conflicting responses. But you know that’s your own energy being reflected back to you, like a funhouse mirror.
The root of the rabbit hole is where it gets deeper; the reason why you’re second guessing yourself and asking around for advice is because -- even though you know you’ve worked your entire ass off -- you still feel like you’re getting away with something, like you haven’t earned what you have. That’s called impostor syndrome. Even billionaires have it.
The cure is positive self talk and lots of it, starting with, I’M BLESSED. This full moon, your advice is to believe in yourself. Stop giving your power away by giving a fuck about other people’s opinions. Stop asking them. Can’t nobody advise you on you but you and what God gave you is for YOU, and you are so loved and cared for and that’s between you and your creator and eff who don’t like it. You walk with the King.
Right now people might be hating because they feel like they’re having a hard time and you aren’t; if you feeling a type of way about that, lend your expertise. First acknowledge how dope you are, then show the people how to be as dope as you are.
Recently, you were hit with inspiration, and then you did the research, made the plans and put forth the effort to turn that idea into reality.
But whatever coalesced, doesn’t sit right with you. At the crux of the situation, someone is offering you resources to fund your endeavors, but to accept the coins means you may have to submit someone’s else’s authority, and pretend you aren’t as powerful and intuitive as you are. Ain’t nobody got time for that.
Your advice for this full moon, is to release your own project. Give it up. People might look at you crazy for it, but truth is, the help you’re being offered is placating, stagnating bullshit. It won’t allow you to grow and for you, growth is life.
Tbh you wanted a new beginning anyway. Tear it down and rebuild. In the rubble lie the tools required for creating a structure that suits you, and that doesn’t compromise your integrity.
We’ve recently come full circle on a dramatic cycle of lows and highs, and for better or worse it has delivered us into the new world we have made. But even as we faithfully wait for the divine execution of our new beginning, we obsess over the details. We like, “Now that I’m getting EXACTLY what I asked for, there’s no way I could worry or complain,” and then our Dark Kermit self is like, “Hold my beer.”
But who could blame us, honestly? The last five months, five years, fifty years have been trash in so many ways. That part. Why wouldn’t we scrutinize our treasure for signs that it’s been tainted? Why wouldn't we want to protect ourselves and our people from the things that fell apart? It’s pointless though. Our arms too short to box with God. If you don’t believe the Lord works in mysterious ways, look at your life. Just look at it. You don’t even recognize it, do you?
Our collective advice this full moon is to enjoy the happiness in our homes, wherever we find it. We earned this joy. We slayed that dragon. It DID happen, even if we were our only witness. The peace available to us right now isn’t a fluke, it’s the completion of a cycle of tests that we bossed up and handled like a fucking G. This is OUR reward and it can’t be taken from us. We earned those stripes, and by those stripes we are healed.
This full moon, our homework is to cultivate the habit of happiness. Our task is to practice seeing and speaking the goodness in our lives again, and again, and again.
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